I was so worried about how I would handle being home on Saturday alone with my son while my husband was at work. Plus my mom and I usually go shopping and out to eat for lunch on Saturdays. I was super stressed about that.
I waited until around 10 to eat my morning shake so it would hold me while she and I were out shopping. We ran to a few stores and then needed to stop and get my son who is 18 months old something for lunch. She was very great and said she could take him if I wanted to run to anther store so I was tempted but I said no I need to be able to handle these types of things. I did very well and got myself a diet soda while they are. It was very hard because I love the grilled wraps from this place but I held strong.
I feel that each day I get a little stronger at being able to pass things up and it not bother me. I don't know how that will be after I have the band and know I can eat food. My mind right now is if you eat you don't get surgery and I have to do that.
Hoping Sunday is as good for me.
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